HELL YES. in this 3 yrs, you taught me skills i'd never knew i cld have. but apart frm all these, i've learnt something far more important. along these yrs, you have been teaching me this lesson bit by bit. but seriously speaking, you have taught me the last part only recently. now i'll tell you wat it is that i've learnt..

i have learnt that HYPOCRISY leads you to SUCCESS. and being RIGHTEOUS, STANDING UP for what you BELIEVE IN will only lead you to an UNDESIRABLE OUTCOME. part of the lesson was to tell me that PRIDE does not exist in my world. and FREEDOM is not a RIGHT. to SURVIVE, i'll have to FORSAKE my DIGNITY. i've come to realise that in YOUR EYES, i am just a PUPPET. a WORTHLESS BEING. destined to be manipulated by you.

i never speak up because i know whatever i say will be wrong. and i can never bring myself to say the seemingly right stuff. you stripped me of my pride, dignity, freedom. and the least i can do is to clutch on to my intergrity and never let go. truth is, i've had enough.

i dont wanna survive in that world of yours. i wanna survive in my world. i can let down all in my life but not myself. so i am going to get my pride and freedom back. i shall have the freedom to speak, not being afraid of the price that comes along with it. i wanna find my real destiny. and it is definitely not with you. YOU ARE NOT FIT! you SCUM!